Jenn (xstandonatablex) wrote,

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I feel so poor.

Every once in a while, I get a renewal of sorts. I guess the freakishly warm weather did it to me today, but nevertheless, I just needed the boost of energy from nowhere. I was able to do nearly all of my homework in one sitting and I even took a crack at the sonnet I need by Thursday.

I did buy all the stuff I needed for the sonnet project (leather, cord, inks, cardstock) so I just need the sonnet. Ironic, I can't write it and the subject is loss of creativity.

Everyday I get more and more information from colleges. Normally I'd feel great since these are awesome schools, but then comes the horrible reality that I don't have the money for it. And the worse sting is I hang out with kids that get cars for their 16th birthdays, are forced to go on international trips, and more or less have a lot of money. I know it's not her fault, but I just feel so poor. I almost wish that I could just get a fucking huge loan and go to Vandy or Duke or Chicago just because I know I could get in. At this point, I think I only have MTSU or UT of K as choices.

The very worst part is I know in the next two years, there will be so much more college angst.
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